God, does the world ever stop spinning? I want it to, but I heard we would die if it did, we would fry or something. the hardest thing about blogging is finding where to put commas. i usually sike myself out and put too many. back to the nauseating spin...

i know everyone has problems. i know everyones world spins. i blame myself all the time for being the problem, but are my kids to blame themselves. cause they have sinned, knowingly or not, ever since they were little bitty. it was like it was instinct. i really don't care who we blame i just know i want the holiest person i know to come up to me and say he/she just smoked weed. no kidding. it makes me feel normal, sord of stops the spinning. thats whats nauseating, coming up short seems to be everybodys commonality. not that i want anyone to smoke weed, or that i want anyone to fall into temptation. just admit it to me. merry christmas Josh, i got drunk last night and lied to my wife. something of that nature.

not problems like my ice machine makes smelly ice from the stanky city water or my friend who has acne in his armpits. im talkin about problems stemming from denial that send your world into a mad spin when you are blindsided by its consequence.

i had a another pastor friend get seperated from his wife the other day... and the world spins madly on...